It sucks to see your friends slowly fall into bad habits.
It’s like everyone you know is changing. Some, more faster than others but still getting there. You can’t keep up and you start to feel like an outsider. Is it because they’re now more different than you? Is it because you feel a little bit weird for not being a follower? Or is it because you feel because they’ve chose to live these habits they are no longer the same? Even worse, feeling helpless to their change and wondering what you could’ve done to prevent it or even wondering if you’re gonna fall into those habits too. What happens next? What goes on from here? :T
Just because I don't have someone doesn't mean I'm not happy.
People in relationships always pity me when they find out I’m single. Then their practically stunned when I say I don’t like anyone either. They look at me as if they can’t see themselves living a happy life without love for someone else. I’ll admit sometimes I think I’d be happier with a special someone but then I think twice and realize it will happen when the time comes. I’ll find the someone who treats me right, who can’t define our relationship as normal, who helps me discover the beauty in life itself and teaches me how to appreciate every moment together… and although I don’t know who he is yet, I’ll be patient. I’ll wait for him because I know he’s out there. Somewhere in the world he’s out there and when I find him, I’ll never let him go.